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2012-01-07T23:16:00.007+08:00

This year has been of good, great, best start! :D

went boon lay to view some fireworks there! awesome view to be on the top level of a hdb flat and view those fireworks. those fireworks definitely feels so close to you and it was so loud. spent the eve of new year with alvin and the chipmunks 3 with my parents too. well spent !
the first day of new year, we had a buffet party at my house. karaoke session was set up in my house too! sang some songs with my cousin but after which, my cousins all came and they occupied it. oh well. nevertheless, enjoyed my time with my cousin playing cards and camwhoring!

played water bombs and talked to them/ camwhored/ played water bombs with them till 1am outside my house o.o really enjoyed my time with them. that is my first and second day alr! hee

the food looks nice right! :D haha. my mom kept boasting to me and my sis that this time's buffet is not like the normal one--like rice, beehoon, curry all those. But ya lah, true that this is nicer!

was really busy when school starts. presentation, open house duty, 3 reports to be handed in and 1 quiz. That is my first week of school. Can foresee more busy days :(

Anyway, this year will be: a new stage of life
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL :))

2011-12-27T16:37:00.004+08:00

hee cute :)

2011-12-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

It's exactly 2 more months and I will be graduating from ngeeannpoly :D

time really flies :) heh and i will be going for yep trip as the last trip in my school for an experience. going there and help people, understand how they will be living there and last but not least..making new friends C:

sometimes i just couldn't figure what my friends around me thinks. they can be so secretive sometimes that i can't really know what they are thinking and suddenly doesn't give reason in things they do. but i don't really need to know what they are thinking, right? Yeah, just let them be :)

Wee, christmas this year feels so different! :D thanks for dear who brought me to his friend's christmas party and it's my first time experiencing a christmas gift exchange session! and christmas eve, we went to his aunt's place to celebrate too! the food is damn nice >< no no, i don't only like the food heee :) my family don't really celebrate christmas oh well. and my parents went batam during christmas this time round. leaving me alone at home cos my sister went for a chalet. teehee! thanks dear for accompanying me through the night! :)

I love christmas this year!
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and very soon, i will list down my new year's resolutions C:

2011-10-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

October is a happy month :)

Deardear makes me the happiest girl in the whole universe!
Back from a pulau ubin adventure yeeeeeeee-haaaaaa :D
Thanks goodness we didnt fall sick riding bicycle in the rain but it was awesome much!
The new polaroid film that we bought was also so much worth it!

It was weird at first going out with Raj and his gf. but as activities started there are more things to discuss and talk about!
yay can really interact well with them and dear also makes it less awkward!

although pulau ubin was abit like kampong-like place, we can really adapt well except the mosquitoes luh which is irritating max.
even the simplest thing there - the seesaw can make us so happy already !
HAHA and my baby is so funny; he went to ask the person-in-charge there whether we can play with the swing! funny max becos he asked like a small little boy :D

At night we didnt dare to go out :) raj and his gf brought taboo there to play hoho
so fun! and i played till no sound. HAHAHA very funny description that we used to described the word! Heeee!

overall, it was an awesome getaway with my dear :)

2011-10-01T18:09:00.003+08:00

Happy Children's day!

Woo :D just had a great catching up session with Liyi, Chinyee, Bao and Stella!
organised a mini picnic at my hse rooftop with pizza, chicken wings, fruits, cake
celebrated stella's belated birthday! :D
& they had a slpover at my hse for the very first time, i mean for the very first time we had a slpover!
funny thing is: we tricked stella that it's a bikini party! AHHH WHY SHE NEVER FALL FOR IT
hehehe but i love this clique ttm cos somehow we still managed to click despite the long time of not meeting up :D

2011-09-25T17:33:00.002+08:00

Woohoo~ time for some holiday relaxing at Pulau Ubin :D

My boyfriend bought a deal online-$50 for 2D1N
Yay time for some holiday spent with him over there
seriously, never been to Pulau Ubin before! Muahahaha
Didn't know there are many activities to do there

Indoor Activities

American Pool Table
Board Games
Carom
Mahjong

Outdoor Activities

Abseiling *
Beach Volleyball
Canoeing
Cycling
Flying Fox *
Fishing
Fish Spa (foot & full body)
Gladiator Mud Pond *
Guided Trekking *
Leap of Faith *
Rock Climbing *
Water Boarding

Activities in the Lagoon

Snorkeling with marine fish
Scuba Diving
Marine fish feeding
Kayak in the lagoon

Ubin Island Tour

Chinese Kuan Yin Temple
Malay Village
Thai Temple
Ubin Town
Wetland Chek Jawa

F&B Facilities

Hornbill Restaurant
Food Catering
BBQ Catering

Yee-haaaa~ Gonna do some research work on map/pricing etc before we go there :D
YAY so excited thinking about it now!
the rooms look so nice too :))

2011-09-17T13:42:00.003+08:00

I think we are in the stable stage now :))

I think my boyfriend too cute! HAHA mid autumn festival and he's pestering me to go out with him! Cute ttm :D Prepared a mooncake for him too. He bought candles and I brought my firecrackers and off we go tembusu park to play :D childhood memories there! hehe. It's great that we both have driving license and easier for me to go find him :) hmphhh but he asked me to light up the firecracker from the other side! burnt my leg :( but he made my day nevertheless!! hehe by acting like a cute little boy. engrossed in creating words using candles and happily eating the mooncake :D

UGH finalyearproject started and I have lessons 9-5 everyday ): meeting up with my boyfriend is lesser now. HAHA AND HE IS GOING FOR MEDICAL CHECKUP FOR ARMY SOOOOON! i hope i can become invisible and go medical checkup with him! HAHA at least give him emotional support right :D

sneak out from fyp yst at 3pm becos I dont have to go for napfa training yippeeeeeeee! && went for my long-awaited pool session :D hoho i feel like a pro playing pool with left hand! I now craving for more pool session sia ): DEAR BRING ME GO AGAIN! :D

IT'S SATURDAY and now it's raining! nice to nua at home now :D
procastinating to do my fyp project now :/

2011-09-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Fights make us grow stronger :)

my birthday in 2 hours. not quite looking forward to it becos im getting older and older by each year! boo!

love the cake that me and my dear baked that thursday and today! it's taste superb-ly nice okay. i swear. woohoo just struck my baking interest. I feel like looking for more recipes and do! :D like cheesecakes, chiffon cakes, pandan cakes. yummy! :D

I love my boyfriend! :D

2011-08-31T21:48:00.003+08:00

End of internship :D

dear just ended his exams last week and have only a week of holidays with me before I start school at 5th september :(
but we are spending this few days the best of it C:

MONDAY
deardear made a list of plans for us to do for the whole week! hahaha so sweet of him to do that :D hehe we ate our favourite pizza at domino's~ woohoo nice pizza!

TUESDAY
it's hari raya today! :D means...public holiday! yay and i suggested to my parents to bring them to the movies. "Rise of the planet of the apes" :D super nice movie! okay start from the front. i and dear suggested to go sentosa! alot of ppl went there omy :/ so many indians! hahahaha. but we still managed to go there. went resorts world to walk walk :D took so many photos too. yay gain alot....(i told dear this he pinch my tummy and said ya gain alot -.-) of new photos heee! one most funny thing happen is when we were about to leave, giving up on taking a polaroid picture with the universal studios globe, a person working there appears to be his friend. HAHA but dear doesn't know him! but still called him to take a polaroid photo for us HAHAHA damn funny!

sweet! aft that we went back to vivocity to meet my parents for the movieee :D damn nice the movie. i think the apes very cute. haha i think i hold dear's hand too tight again. happens everytime when there are exciting climax. HEHE but enjoyable day! :D

WEDNESDAY
went daiso on my own today to buy geek specs for my sister. after which meet dear at teckwhye for lunch and after which went his house to do mask ! hoho. he look very funny in mask HAHA! oh before that, on the way going his house, he says he wants to peepee alr but i threatened to press every storeys. he kept blocking but i still managed to press lvl 11 :P HEE I LOVE TO BULLY HIM TEEHEE. watched horrible bosses today too. not niceeeee!

2011-04-23T20:35:00.008+08:00

You just know it, somethings in life is worth a second try :)

Known too many things that I really regret to know now. One of them I shouldn't mention it here. Office politics isn't good at all. Not one bit. My office is full of malays secretaries whom are two sided faces. We are really not office types people. Srsly. And we started twittering, facebooking during office hours. I personally feel that I couldn't talk to them at all. That day one of our supervisors told us that got one person told her that we have been very free, being able to talk during office hours, being able to surf net, being able to walk around. Like wth. I bet is those people who talk bad about us. But our supervisors did not scold us at all because she understands. She even told us to becareful if we wanted to surf net during office hours. She is understand (Y) Really like that supervisor a lot. One that we can talk freely to in the office I guess. In four more months, everything will be over. I can't wait. Can't wait to go back to school too.

I love long weekends :D

Good friday yst! It's was well spent woo~ Morning went having mac breakfast with dear. It's been so long since I had a breakfast with him! Thanks good friday. HAHA & afterwhich went for a swim at cck swimming complex (Y) Prepared to get suntanned man. Went swimming at 11am when the sun is sooooooooo hot :( yeah then now sunburnt already loh :x Painful! went home to rest then at night went to join dear's family for steamboat dinner! Hahaha! awkward momemt because of his brother and his brother's gf. LOL they machiam in their own world can. But I can feel dear's mom care for me :DD I know that I shouldn't compare like this but she asked me questions which she never asked dear's brother's gf. Like why I never take other food to eat, whether I need to use the toilet (the public one). Hahaha I feel loved :D

I love Jurong Bird Park :D

Had a small conflict with dear in the early afternoon after his training ends :( But I guess the small talks after that I had with him are good. Becos it somehow helps to solve the problem. At least I know he promised me something. Thanks to Vito who gave us the free tickets to JBP then we had the chance to go :D HEE! I love it, walking around the park with him, only then to know that he is interested in birds too! HAHA he has some knowledge on some birds. Had many heart to heart talks with him that day.

I love him :D

Those heart to heart talks were heartfelt. Make me realise I couldn't just give up like that. It was more to forgiving, giving second chances etc. I really love him that much that I could give my trust to him again. Soon. I love those days I could be with him by his side which I know he's the one for me :)

2011-04-03T10:19:00.004+08:00

One week just zoooom past again. Can't wait for end of internship :(

Okay internship aside.
I have passed my driving test! :DD woo! was such a 'pik pok pik pok' experience.
LOL but anw, thanks for all who wished me goodluck for it. Really needed it. HAHAHA
luckily the tester was quite a fatherly one! When I see him, he told me we will be doing testroute 10 :D
Happy lah! No teckwhye. It's bukit batok only yay :D
Then he passed to me my PDL and IC and asked me to keep it properly first in the wallet first.
& he asked me whether I need to go to the washroom first before going down for the test.
Such a nice tester :) Then the fear has gone a bit.
The test quite fast ended luh :) Hahaha.
Those who I have already tell what happened that day, I already tell.
Heh, shall not say it here. Too long to elaborate.

Really love the girls a lot :D Thanks for the support!!
Waking up so early in the morning and coming down to celebrate with me yay!
mac-ed with them & feeling so reluctant to go back to work.
Hee, must meet up more often okay! Love to laugh with you girls!

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Saturday was well spent with dear ! :D
went to find him after his work hee then went to have lunch.
he brought me to one restaurant to eat ramen.
Long await craving. Hahaha
Ippudo at Mandarin gallery. (Y) Should go try other ramen someday! :DD
Went expo after that for the john little sale!
bought a dress wee~
got IT fair there too, and dear bought a mouse. Hahaha in the end bought same mouse as me la.
anyhoo, Joke of the day. We are looking for bus to some further mrt station then take train to expo mah, cos we got bus concession. Didn't want to spent so much on train fare.
Haha! I mistook bukit merah for tanah merah. wts
Damn stupid mistake that I made. We are going back instead of going further lo :/
silly. I still enjoyed my day with dear! :DD

2011-03-26T19:59:00.003+08:00

HEHE he is my Mr Muscle Man :D

Last saturday was well spent with dear at his race at singapore flyer!
haha first time went lo. at first wanted to go saturday de race only, but I didnt get to see him race on saturday (becos raining) so I went on sunday too! a definite must go.
Haha, idk why but just feel excited for him for his race.
Like first time see him sitting in a dragonboat.
Sidetrack: I really want to row also. Like have fun those kinda.

His dragonboat mates also all very friendly :D take alot of pictures.
like all the people there got good DSL to take pictures but i using digital cam :( but got dear's brother DSL. Hee
can see the effort he is putting in effort to doing his best as a team :D
really feel proud of him!

2011-03-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

Supervisor gave me a whole stack of data entry again. I'm completing all slowly, bit by bit already. This morning no headache already. So working is not so tiring :)) Our work desk came today!! at 10am, one colleague told me that they are doing something with my desk. So I transferred seat to sit with huihsing :D Working together with her is good. Cos being able to talk! Then doing data entry isn't that boring. Lunchtime went to a new place to eat today!! :D One of the colleague, Wei Ket, brought us to NUS science school to eat at the canteen there. Nice food! And NUS got event there. Got milo truck. Hahaha and we managed to get 2 cups each. There is a roadshow at NUHS tower block too. Got some cotton candy and popcorn to eat. Hahaha. Lunch was fun today :D So waited for the workers to set up the tables until about 4pm then started work again. Helped elaine to staple some survey forms while waiting. Woo, my own new desk tmr :)) Helped huihsing to check patient's op data with the CPSS system on my computer. She don't have the program in her laptop.

2011-03-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

Work was fine today. This morning, my supervisor gave me a new type of work. She gave me two excel files. She told me to transfer one of the patient's information into the other excel file. There is finally new things to do, so I did rather fast. One morning can finish it already :)) She gave me a whole stack of data work again. It's getting quite monotone as it's just the same procedure after all. I have the whole week to complete it, so I just did it slowly. Mr Gwee came to find us this afternoon. Haha, just basically complaining about everything about work. After Mr Gwee left, we had a nice talk with Wee May :D First time talked so long with the supervisor. Then she explained to me saying that actually there was an old data base for patients last time. But now there was a new system of data base so we have to key in all the patient's data again. Today is another day of headache day :( like frequently like that already. I don't know why too. I feel the colleagues there quite nice. Some came to ask me if I'm feeling better already. Yay, feeling a sense of closeness :))

2011-03-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

Today I continued to work on the pile of data work again. This time, the radio I tuned in on my own laptop is my only motivation. Our desk haven't been arranged for us yet :( So we had to sit seperate. HAHAHA elaine brought a lot of food to the office today. Got oreo, chips more, and some drinks. Like storing food like that. Her whole cupboard is only filled with tidbits :D gosh, got split headache while at work today. I cannot even concentrate on completing all the datawork I have. So, today just did only 20 plus of patient's record. At around 4pm, the website suddenly broke down! Cannot enter. HAHA self happy only. Cannot continue with my own work and I went to tell supervisor and she said I can do research work on my own or go see if huihsing or elaine needs help. So decided to help huihsing awhile as she got quite a lot of datawork in her hands too. I helped her file in the patient's record. Feel today got a sense of accomplishment :) & the day ended quite well with me, huihsing and elaine going to the top floor of the NUHS building to view the scenery. Wow! There are badminton courts, barbeque pits, gym. Maybe next time can use the 2hr lunch break: 1hr for exercising and 1hr for lunch :D

2011-03-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

Fourth day of work.

Today a bit late for work. Really cannot get used to working life. Now then I know how to appreciate being in school studying. At least time pass faster and not so hectic during school life. Today was basically doing the same data entry. Finishing this stack of workload and another stack comes in again. It's like never ending work. Really want to suggest following my supervisor to clinics and see what she is doing there the whole day. Okay, this shall be my aim, perhaps next week :) The data entry work is basically helping patients doing surveys before and after they go for operation. After operation, the hospital will follow up their health condition after 3 months, 6 months, 1 year of their operation. HECTIC! There are a lot of patients to do! Busy the whole day and yet can't finish it. Shall work hard tomorrow again! Brought oreo to office to munch on! I think next week, once we get our own desk, I shall bring more things over to office. More biscuits to munch on :DD Noticed a new trend in the office today. Haha, there is a small mirror on everyone's table! I don't know what's that for but it's interesting!

2011-03-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

Third day of work

Now I know how tired working life is. This morning, our supervisors told us that she is going to give us each our own password to access to our own computer :) that's good because hui hsing and elaine are both using my password to access to their computer now. This morning was continuing doing data for patients. My supervisor, Xin yu, was always not around, sometimes in the morning and sometimes in the afternoon. She will tell me that she will be going clinic. I feel like suggesting following her to clinic someday. haha :) After lunch, i finally finished all data entry for 44 patients. I happily went to tell my supervisor that I finally finished all the workload that she had given me. Bad news is: She said that she still got a lot to do and passed me some more data entry work :O I thought I could do something else, like learning something new. Today another supervisor, Wee May, passed me four questions to ponder about and write on an A4 size paper and seal it in an envelop before passing it to her. Her intention was to let me read it after that 5 months of internship there. The questions are as follows: "What qualities or skills you want to bring out of this place? What is your impression of this place? What are your strength and weakness? Personal goals in life/short term goal. " I shall ponder these questions in the weekends :) I think her intentions are good (Y)

2011-03-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

Second day of work.

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Haha, using blogger as my daily journal for MEL.
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Reached the office late today because we need to hand in some documents to HR before heading to work. So, when we reached the office today, we were thinking whether to greet good morning to the colleagues there. But we did anyway. My supervisor told me a good news. I can change my working desk! :) So I don't have to sit so far away. & I'm much closer to my supervisor too. I can ask question easily too. After changing desk, I begin working on the same database work again. Lunched. We meet up with Xiaoying, Zahrul and Jerome for lunch today at the staff canteen today. Nevertheless, they only had one hour break so we managed to catch up a little only. The three of us lunched together after which and headed back to office. After lunch, Wee may, another supervisor, brought us around for orientation. She brought us to familiarize with the office-knowing where the managers are sitting, where the photocopying machines are, where to get stationery, the different departments in the office. Then we walk to wards, having to washing our hands when we go into the wards and going out of wards. Then she brought us to clinics then at 4 we went back to continue our work again. I learnt something today. One of the medical history I have seen is having frozen shoulder. I have never seen such medical problem before.

2011-03-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

First day of work.

This morning reached NUH by shuttle bus. Luckily we were still early because we got lost. Haha! But after asking for directions from 2 kind persons, we finally found our way. We headed to the human resource department first to get our work pass first. We wasted one hour before the person in charge came to find us. Haha then went back office on the 11th floor. Sat down for a short meeting with the supervisors :) They welcomed us to the workforce! Becos our workplace haven't been arranged for us, we were separated. I sat very far back at an office table. So lonely :( Then my supervisor, Xin yu, told me to read up a website first and gave me 2 survey forms to read through. The 2 survey forms are for for spine and knee surgery. After reading through and went to find xinyu for more work to do. Then she gave me one big stack of paper! Shocked. But actually is a few thousand of patient's record. Then she taught me to key in the patient's database in a database website. All these already took up a whole morning. Everything that happened in the morning feels so blur becos all seems so new and fresh to me.

Lunchtime! First time we feel so shocked when suddenly all our colleagues ask us to quickly follow them to the staff canteen. Lol actually no one there wanted to eat lunch with the lady boss there. I don't know why till now. Lol! We managed to find the staff canteen after the supervisor lead us. After lunch, when we were walking back to the office, we were very "lucky". Becos we just saw nurses pushing a covered dead body to some other places. According to the colleagues there, that wasn't a common scene. On our first day of work already caught such a thing :/

After lunchtime, I continued doing database work for the patient. Very tiring to do work after a heavy lunch. My mind only thinking about the end of the day. Haha. But must be serious to my work, becos I cannot make any mistakes to entering database for patients. And at the end of the day, I only managed to complete 11 of them. So little! and quite boring. My supervisor told me to walk around if I do until tired. haha. She wasn't around in the office the whole afternoon so I just continue do my own work.

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tiredtiredtired luh! I dowan to work liao T.T
This is worst than schooling. Morning had to wake up so early for work in formal wear then go home when the sky already darken.
BOO this sucks.

2011-01-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

Been slacking off two weekends already. hurhur
I've only been enthusiastic about driving only..haha studies? Haven really start revising :/

Find myself more and more not confident of myself. How to build up confidence ah?
It's like every time going to school, supposingly is to learn new things but came home feeling even more demoralised. 'cos none of it is I understand de.
It's not like year 1 anymore, where you have a module that you could confident about. Like getting a AD for it. Year 2 there's none le.
So right now, all I can do well is driving lor. that's why im so enthusiastic about it.

Enough of emoing. Oh, I gonna quit facebook for good.
There's nothing left for me to do there le also. Just a very sudden decision I made.
Okay time to do work!

2011-01-08T23:36:00.006+08:00

I think this picture is damn nice :D I love it becos it's like dear hanging arnd by me! :D
Dear has been complaining I blogged too little. Troublesome!
HEHEHE
I blog one long long post before sleeping tonight ba.

woohoo had my first driving lesson last wed. the feeling of touching car and actually driving it is awesome. haha maybe it's new to me ba. my mom keep complaining that she drive until very sian liao (hoho! then next time I fetch her lorrrr =D)
the instructor talked too soft luh, but luckily in the car (not open space so can hear him talk (Y))
first driving lesson I feel I already very reckless liao. lol! one pesdestrain crossing the zebra crossing and I nvr even stop for the guy. kena scolded lo.
but overall was okay luh. damn joke is I keep saying uh-oh when I made mistakes. then instructor tells me that dont keep saying uh-oh, it wont change the problem of the situation. Make me laugh out loud only. I was damn nervous (cos too many cars learning in the circuit)
I even stall 3 times at the same spot. Malu ttm. Then i keep seeing my rear mirror..got so many cars at the back waiting for me to move off luh. Then when I finally move off, I ask my instructor: " Do I need to say sorry to the vehicle behind? " haha! (I forgot what's his reaction liao, sure laugh at me one)
I can say it's a memorable first lesson luh. At least the instructor not so strict. Looking forward to the 2nd lesson! :D

Today is a lazy saturday. Just had dinner with a VIP and full ttm.
My mom, sis and I were comparing whose stomach is the biggest and I became the winner.
tsk zzz. Tmr definitely need to run liao :(

just received pictures from batam from my cousin's cam today :D
The hotel nice right! Like a ship shape. Damn nice! (Y)(Y)
I want to be architect mosby LOL (NO LINK I KNOW) :P

2011-01-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

2011! A brand new year :D I hope this year would be awesome.

So long since I've blogged and idk where to start :/
nice start of 2011 this year with my cousin bringing my sis, me and dear to boon lay area there for the countdown! Super high.
Reached there and it's already so crowded. So decided to go up to the HDB storey 10 to go get a clearer view of the fireworks.
Never once in my life could I get such a clear view of the fireworks. Damn magnificent (Y)
totally awed by the view.

bought monopoly deal at the pasar malam there for $3 only!
seriously long to buy the card game ever since my clique played at the tea party hoho
and got it for $3 only; but it's hongkong de. Got chinese words one.

But anyway..2011 began quite well :D
Love it with my dear with me to celebrate the brand new starting of the new year.

2011
1) Is the year I complete my driving lessons
2) Is the year I experience internship?
Hehe, just go with the flow :)

2010-12-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

Dear Readers,
Sorry for not updating! T.T

I just wish this year will zooooooom past faster. It hasn't been a really good year. I believe 2011 will be a better year ahead.

Will update till then! :D

2010-11-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

JUST a quick blog before I do my homeworkssssssssssssssssss.
haha, count how many 's' there is O.O

I feel soooooo happy now! :D Haha! I love to stalk THAT PAPA! (inside joke) But mummy is damn adorable. Nervous plus excited ar her. & sissy and me were happily suggesting all kinds of way to let mummy talk to THAT PAPA.

;D OH, Im gonna sleep at 10 today. Early yeah. I need beauty sleep teehee.
oh and before I go, Im here to share a damn cute conversation b/w deardear and me the other day when Im stuck with my very difficult homework.
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ME: My homework too difficult for me to handle. can I give up then nx time then be a taitai. nx time you yang wo? =D sounds good right?
DEAR: Cannot. Taitai all fatfat one.
ME: fatfat good ar. then nx time you also hug dao shuang shuang de(:
DEAR:bleh! i dun like. i dun wan u fatfat de.
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OKAY homework time.
at least finish one tonight! :D

2010-11-21T18:05:00.003+08:00

Have not been handling family problems well as much as I wanted to do.

But i can say, it's the best I alr can do. Yesterday, I suddenly missed being a child again. Went out for dinner with family but turns out not so good afterall. School work has been piling up and I keep wanting to finish it, can feel the stress you know. And going out for dinner with family is really not the time yst. Esp when the shop is crowded and you have to give the telephone number to the person to wait for a table. I requested going hawker to eat, but my mom says later still need to find a parking lot and that left me speechless. I can't say anything about going to hawker to eat already ma right. So I was abit frustrated and the waiting time for a table is 20mins!

Deciding what to eat is also such a hassle. When we used to be kids, there are always parents around to help us decide on all these things-like what to order, what drinks we could take etc. But now, it's totally different. This is the reason why I say I feel I want to be a child back again. I totally don't feel like making any decisions yst, only thing in my mind is to faster eat and go home for homework. (cos I've been out for the whole day yst) But my mom keep asking for our opinions for what to order! I was already not in the mood, so whatever I said hurt my mom. & my sister didn't even suggested anything. Idk wad's wrong with her too. She suggested coming out for the night yet she is like moodless all the time. Our family dinner, indeed.

My mom was mad at us, after ordering. And said we hurt her feelings. She didnt even wanted to touch her dinner at all. I apologised at the dinner table, saying out my reason of being so frustrated. But she couldn't absorb by what I said. That was the first time I just gobbled up all the food on the table just to vent out my unhappiness. I dun understand why she can't understand my situation, and till now she haven't forgive me yet. I started the conversation with her and she totally ignore me. Tell me, what else i could have done. I really dun understand why she had treated yst's night as a serious matter.

Tired.

2010-11-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

I'm on my own now.

I shall spend the last one hour on blogging before I head to bed. Cannot torture my brain to think of anything now. I just want to catch my sleep back. Got panda eyes already and pimples are poping out! That is like horrible! :(

Long weekends last week was well spent! :D hehe.
Depavalli day was a public holiday. So morning went to deposit money! $.$ oops me got money face! haha deposit my dad gave me de $250 and my coin savings of fifty bucks. That day go out suddenly became a rich girl o.o & my bodyguard is zack. That bodyguard one hour charge so exp sia! >:( HAHAH JK~ I first time use a coin deposit machine woo~ to me is interesting okay! I feel like working during christmas period. Okay that's a long time from now.

Depavalli night went to the flyer with my family! My mom's post bday celebration :D so happy! First time on the flyer okay. so sua-ku. Next time must go with my dear(: wee! i think taking photos there is really nice.haha dear bought his oakley and keep taking out to wear it :P

Saturday woke up to kiss my mom happy birthday! :D then suggested to have steamboat dinner and off to the market with her to buy the food for the steamboat. secretly bought a cake also, which my mom at first didnt want it & my dad bought a SK necklace and a pair of matching earings for her. dear and I gave her a scarf. a simple day spent :) hope she loves it!

Sunday is the fifteenth seventh day. Happy fifteen month deardear! =D although we spent half of our day doing homework, I still love the kiddy palace shopping with you. LOL dun misunderstand ppl, zack wanted to buy a present for his cousin's baby so we went there. But I was very much amused by the toys nowadays kids are having. So nice la! I want to be a baby again! Walked arnd. Makan at Billy Bombers (it's really a bomb) and home sweet home. I really love the day. How simple the day can be but still love it =)He's like my superman! *loves*

2010-10-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Currently waiting for my dear's briefing to be over and Im damn hungry now.
Current mood: Tired and hungry. Someone pity me! & stuck at makan place seeing other people having their dinner ughhh =(

First week of school only leh, also can tired until like this. cham, how to continue the rest of the weeks. I need holidays. ahahaa :P all the modules pretty tough too, need to catch up on weekends already seriously.
But then, activities are lining up for this weekends yay! =D
Gonna go look up for dear fter his race on sat, and sunday going kusu island
& hope I can catch my sleep back :(

2010-10-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

Just first week of school start only.
& a bit screwed up! :(

last weekend shouldnt have went for Nike 10k volunteer work, make my body clock totally screwed up. Okay, only not enuf sleep. Tmr need to wake up at 8am for practical lesson again. I hate 8am lessons. GRR
cos it's the first week of school:
wednesday I forgot to bring my Itouch and keys out; in the end went back home two times to take them before going out. Then after that realise I forgot to bring ezlink card :( what a forgetful day.
then monday and tuesday worrying about elective stuff :/ yay finally no calculus! if not now I would be under too much stress.

ugh, need sleep le goodnight :D

2010-10-16T11:38:00.010+08:00

7 movies in 5 days. Have been movie marathoning for 5 days.
I have been lazy to blog and I didnt post for a week already but life's being normal for me. except for a mind-wreaking emotional week ugh I dowan to mention it already. giving me so many sleepless nights.

i need to recount wad happened last week alr hoho.
but before school starts, I needa do one more impt thing. suddenly feel like going to take car license. I wan to book a date for theory exams before school starts. (Y)~

last week is our 7th :) teehee. but stayed at home becos he got to do IS enrolment thingy. and since he has to finish his loaf of bread before 8th the due date, we decided to try to cook curry chicken!
:D hoho. love cooking! errrr, at first abit fail. becos the coconut milk taste more than the curry sauce. then need to add more curry sauce! taste soooo yummy-licious. but we spent like 2 hours on it :/ im still thinking I need to take a photo of it before we eat but I was too hungry ah.
but took a leftover one :D
dear ar, if every holiday we keep on cooking our own lunch, i think we can open our shop nx time already! good idea rite. Im thinking of starting food businessssss (Y)
haha i got him a toothbrush on that special day. then written on top was a 14th month old toothbrush. lol and he is such a kiddo la still using Kodomo toothbrush for 9 to 12 years old kids.
ahaha, simple day spent. Happy 14th month
before 7th, meetup with chinyee to make cookies at my house :) i wonder how she is now, been overseas for a week le. one more week and she's coming back yay!
i thinkk we overworked the poor oven in my house ): lol like it's gonna explode. 2 packets leh! she brought over a cake mixture to make cookies and it worked. delicious. even nice than cookie mixture one lo i think.
haha and we have been multi-tasking for the whole making cookies session. watching drama and making ._. but great day. meetup with her before she goes overseas.
i gonna go for one yep trip nx sem; feels like.

as i said, this week been so emotional rite. until the 14th then all the worries just disappeared thank god. then had the mood to go out to have fun. and of cos, went out with zack as he was going for training camp the nx 4days :/
went to bowl =D haven played that for very very long and I kept winning for 3 games! now he has to treat me 3 meals. our deal ok, i nvr forget hee.
lunched at cafe cartel! the pork ribs are sooo nice. *drooling* then i just ordered a student meal.
:D jiayou for your training camp!!
yst just went out to causseway point to meet stella for lunch! she's working last day at causeway for the popular book fair then went to look for her. chatted with her most of the time tho haha but still went lib to borrow some book to read to cure boredom.
so qiao met liyi there then waited her to finish her lunch with her classmates before going back home with her. & i continued my movie marathon.

stella at work ><

2010-10-08T20:38:00.002+08:00

Paranoid of my own body clock.
What happened to me? Gahh, couldn't think of the worse :(
frustrated. no mood to post HOW!

be back tmr =x

2010-10-05T21:07:00.005+08:00

It's all about taking chances.
awesome movie. Charlie St.Cloud :) but it's really wasted of watching in the movie theater. I didnt cry! yes, some parts were touching. but I rather pity charlie instead.

Yst didnt end well though but it made me feel that fights are created for one to know the other party well.
but it was fun well spent day. well, I went out to enjoy the sunshine instead of staying at home watching HIMYM rite.

went marina barrage to fly kite. this plan was postponed damn long alr cos as I know last week's afternoons kept raining. got up as early as 8am to prepare food to bring there to picnic =D the feeling of preparing food for loved ones is good. & tada~ i finished preparing 6 breads with ham, scrambled eggs and hotdogs. looks so yummy so I gobbled some during preparation. i didnt eat breakfast you see. aft finished bathing then came to know that my dearest still laying in bed..haven woke up yet ._.

but well, it wasnt too late when we reach there. it's time for lunch :D the day just keep raining and stopping, raining and stopping.but there is a period of time when it's damn scorching hot! =( my face and arms all red when i got home.

it's quite empty during that time we go :D so there's plenty of empty spaces for us to fly kite. but once there is tours for kindergarten kids, it become a challenge to fly kite alr. so scared that the line will just all tangled tgt :x but it's nice to see all the kids running arnd for kites! hahaha adorable.
enjoyed myself there! :DDD

then after which went marina bay sands to take a walk before going home :)

the food :D

I think i took a damn artistic photo :$

2010-10-03T09:54:00.005+08:00

Every small little thing that you do will make me smile =)

I just saw a statement made in HIMYM.

"As we matured, our relationship matures with us"

true or false?
I feel it's so not true. So does it mean that sooner or later a couple will lost interest in each other? If some couple has the same routine over and over each day, and both parties are getting bored of it, maybe it's time one of them can do something special to make a normal day seems like a special day. Like doing something really special. This is a kind of love.
In HIMYM, Lily and Marshall (two married couples) has the same routine of picking up each other at the airport. The one who gets down the plane will get the other one a six pack beer while the other will hold the name of the other party. Then one particular year, Lily came back from overseas. It's so sweet that Marshall had arrange a band to play music to pick up Lily at the airport and Lily got a very big bucket of beer for him. That day was a new year so they made it so special.Doing something special for each other can be such a sweet thing. I really like that couple in the show. & it's like they have such strong telepathy! So cool. Life can be full of surprises. Perhaps is seeing whether how much you love each other and whether you want to maintain the relationship by giving each other surprises.

2010-10-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

One of those days my heart race upon seeing you =)

abit disappointed when I received my results. & super sorry that i sort of down for awhile becos of that =(
but. after awhile jiu okay lo! cont my children's day celebration :P

omg side track a little bit. I DESPERATELY NEED SONGS TO LISTEN TO NOW. the tv noise pollution is sooo loud and my parents are watching some ghost movie and you know the effect la hor. I listen only also scared already. AHH, I wished my ear could close. I already plug in earpiece..totally no use. okayyyyy~ I try to block off the noise.

we had pillow fight (okay it's bolster fight) at zack's house :DDD
fun ttm! like so long didnt play such thing lo. haha so sorry, ur bed was so messy after that. BUT im a good girl okay, I got help to clean up!
after that cook some macaroni for lunch; those letters one. so cute!!
cook with some yong tau foo and that. taste awesome~

at least I did some childhood thing on children's day! hee
super happy kiddo of the day :)

2010-09-30T21:49:00.003+08:00

I finally got my sleep back today :D
& today's weather so good for sleeping. dont feel like waking up.

last minute cancel off nike packing day and I spent my day on gossip girls and how i met your mother shows. super show-addict now :P
I wan to know where to watch glee season 2!! cant wait.

I feel like watching Charlie St. Cloud. but the show is only 99 mins! if go movie theaters to catch it like chao not worth it la.
omg but the trailer is so touching.

someone please help me download it. teeeheee!
I think i may cry watching this movie. okay, watch in the cinema then no one will see me cry.

argh, Im jobless now.
I dont even want to say about the work at the nike packing day. horrible day :(
woo~ managed to meet up with sya and xl on wed for lunch :D
hearing stories from them can make me LOL. I want school to start badly. I want to laugh everyday.
and they agree with me that working is not fun at all! YAY. same thoughts.
but their job is so much stressful than mine. cant compare...

I'm still going to celebrate children's day tmr IDC!
Im still a xiaopengyou :) (heh, still having this last name and cy always calls me that idky)
but a very big bucket of cold water is going to pour on us early in the morning which idk will affect our mood for the day. well..results coming out!! :(
but whatever the case is...just enjoy children's day :DDD

so cute right! :D

2010-09-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

Idk why I have been thinking about friendships these few days when I go to sleep.
To think of it, I can't even handle a friendship well.
& yeah, maybe after this post, I will forgot everything about what I posted today (that's bad)

I missed going our with pris, liyi, stella, cy all together as a clique.
but liyi and pris are having their As this year....GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS! :D
I think I not going to post some really deep thoughts in my mind right now. Just keep it to myself.

Today DAY 1 of nike run packing day :)
Im tired now. Maybe post tmr! I will end early from work.
teeheeee :)

2010-09-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

woohoo. new blogskin :D
been wanting to change that blogskin for very long le, feel so childish having that. lol! no luh..just wanted my blog to have a fresh look so that I will blog often!

watched "the legend of chen zhen" yst with my family. so damn bloooooooody show! and starting of the show I dont understand. GAHHH! but the fighting's nice (Y) haha my sister almost couldnt get in cos it's a NC16 show.
she doesnt look like a 16 year old meh? :( still look so small size that the tear-ticket-person has to look at her two times before allowing her to go in. AND ME? look so old alr. Went to help my mom buy 4D doesnt even want to check my IC. booo! then my sister suan me that I looked old and this joke made my mom laughed so loud in the cinema ._.

holiday so longggg btw, so I've been looking for jobs to do. (YAY, this coming week got two coming and a event help out :))
aneeeeway, i have work 5 to 11pm last thurs as a waitress at a furniture shop opening (? i guess) I didnt even know what event they were having but they just need waiter and waitress to walk arnd to serve drinks and food. Most tiring job I ever worked can. :( even zack says so. so glad that he can work the same shift as me! if not, I will be blur-er without him.
the ppl who visited the furniture shop were like all business man and woman; all rich ppl! O.O okay some even gays. And the person in charge told us to be careful when holding the tray of beers, wines and water and try not to spill onto the furniture becos those furniture are 5digits! Stressed ah. I take until both my hands are shaking seriously. Ache for 2days before recovering.
zzz, & it's only $6 per hour :/ BUTTT, so glad this job is over. YEAH, woo~ it's only a one day work :D

more job pleaseeee! I'm bored staying at home. but glad im addicted to a new show- How I met your mother :D nice show! Glee season 2 also out but where to watch!? Someone tell me please.
Okay, continue on my addicted show :)

2010-09-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

Idk why, but i dont feel like posting the trip to universal studios.
Irony much.

even on this mid autumn festival, there is totally no atmosphere at all :(
so didnt celebrate at all; like how much I wanted to go out and 'hold' some lanterns or play with candles.
Idk how bright the moon is tonight.

Last week has almost turn my whole life upside down and I thought last weekend would be a nice get together for my family but after the trip, things just went back to normal.
this is not how's family is supposed to be!
ugh stop emoing!!

OKAY I shall post something about the weekend trip.
went to festive hotel in sentosa to check in with my mom, sis and boyfriend.
the hotel room damn nice! :D
then next day went universal studios. quite a good experience; but the feelings not good when you are scared of the rides, you are kena forced to take it. lolol
the 4-D show was awesome plus the pirates war battle show and the hurricane!
Effects was damn nice can :D
I want to go again! lol

2010-09-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

Two times hiccups in a day =(

I fell sick yst. Feeling so terrible when I woke up. How much I wish my mom would be at home and drive me to go see a doctor and quickly send me back home, eat med and just go to sleep.
ARGH but she's at work. so i msged baby and he came an hour after to send me to see a doctor :D
Im feeling so terrible alr; keep thinking of wanting to faster go see doctor, eat some breakfast and then go home sleep!
The feeling like "AHHH, anytime Im going to faint!"
but I feel im luckiest girl on earth to have baby's accompany to the doc's =)
And he said he was so worried for me; cos my fever's temp fly up to 39.6degrees. Imagine how cold am I.
So cold that I didnt have energy to smile or laugh at baby's joke. (I'm sorry)

Slept at baby's house for the whole day, and he took care of me (:
cook porridge for me also.
although for the whole day whatever I ate seems so tasteless, i felt the love from the porridge and it tastes so nice! hehe

feeling way much better today =)
can go out to play tmr lo!

2010-09-14T14:33:00.003+08:00

The only way to get away from the reality world.
talking to boyfriend, watch more shows and be in my own world.

like one family problem down not long ago this year, then another one pops up again.
if my mom is mad at my sister, at least it's not that bad.
and I can still talk to my mom to talk about the problem trying to solve the problem.
but when it comes when my mom is mad with my dad, then big problem.
I have to become like a center person trying to convey what both of them says to each other every time.
aiyah. can just don get me involved into your problems? there's nothing I can do, isnt it?
Since you have already decided, why bother to ask me what you could do now?
This is damn pek chek I tell you. I rather keep quiet than getting all these shit.
This coming weekend isnt what you always wanted? a family bonding session? then now..it's gone.
telling me that you won't go for the holiday, you don't know how much it hurts.
and please, I don't wish to scold my mom. Don't made me do this rude thing.
ARGH. Just keep quiet girl, you can do it.
See, I entered the reality world again.

I will post some happier post later. Once I let myself out of it.

2010-09-13T11:24:00.003+08:00

I want a camera; well better than my phone one at least! :D

Went camera hunting for just one weekend and finally made a decision to one that I want to buy!
woohoo :D although it's just a normal cam of 12mega pixels, its still better than my phone with only 5mega pixels ma right.
Next time got work then save to buy video camera first; and then decide whether to invest on DSLR :D
Like nice right! :DD woohoo, my first own camera coming~

2010-09-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

I am just checking out :D
Idk since when im sort of addicted to horoscopes (probably the hk drama im watching now; told ya that drama influenced me alot)
well, I went to find a research of me and baby's horoscope love compatibility.
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This pairing is in for some real challenges. The affair begins in the mind, since both fancy themselves sharp thinkers. Each brings a refined outlook and set of opinions to the table. (Difficult communication then?) They find a shared interest in discussing social issues, though Aquarius comes across as looking to new solutions, and Virgo sticks with the tried and true.(haha true) Both try to be a force for good in the world, but go about it in very different ways.

When dating, the Aquarian shows up, but not in the punctual way that makes Virgo feel respected. The Waterbearer is friendly in a far-reaching way, while Virgo likes to dwell in the particulars of one relationship.(makes me think back that i always started a fight :X) Virgo's uncertainty grows without more signs of sincere devotion. The Aquarian doesn't like to be locked in to commitment or routine. But these two things allow Virgo to relax, and start to reveal their deeper selves in relationship. Working that out is a central theme for this couple.

While outwardly both appear cool and detached, the differences in temperament are many. Aquarius likes to live on the edge, and Virgo prefers to play it safe. Aquarius is cool physically, and likes to experiment in the bedroom. Virgo is warm and earthy, but often prefers the simple and traditional over anything too taboo. Both are unemotional, which can end up making the relationship a quirky one that plays out 'in their heads.'

At home, Virgo could end up being the tidy and responsible one with the knitted brow. Aquarians get lost in their own world of ideas, and often let mundane responsibilities slide. With this pair, Virgo falls into the nagging role, and the criticism is aimed right at carefree Aquarius.(lol, nagging role!) The Waterbearer decides that Virgo is a downer that's trying to micro-manage their life. These two signs carry the signature of Order (Virgo) and Chaos (Aquarius), and the relationship can be marked by wild swing to either extreme.( I don't like this man :( )

When they're in harmony, Virgo's practical visions help airy Aquarius bring their dreams down to earth. Virgo's gift for discernment can help the Waterbearer hone in on a worthwhile goal, and lay out the steps. Aquarius shows Virgo the big picture, and keeps them from following too narrow a track.(yeah this is so true) This is how Aquarius draws Virgo into seeing things from a loftier perspective, if only for a moment. Virgo's gift to Aquarius is helping them 'be in their bodies' and know the subtle joys of the senses. When Aquarius can soar, and Virgo feels that there's an anchor, this relationship, while an awkward match-up, can work.

http://astrology.about.com/od/virgolovematches/qt/VirgoAqua.htm
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I dont like all the reviews on google becos all gave very negative remarks.
Well, Im not a horoscope believer but in some way, some points are true.

2010-09-07T17:32:00.002+08:00

I am going to take a breather and post something! :D

Just survived taking two exams in a row. Cant hardly open my eyes now.
Want to sleep so badly. but well, I just drank coffee :D

Saturday went really well!
Morning went for mac breakfast and a haircut.
hahaha my 17th year old girlgirl still younger than me so let her take the happy meal's toy
HEHE! early in the morning bully me liao.my fringe haircut so cui la, look so _______(IDK how to say!!)
okay, but it looked cui :(
plus so many pimples pop out; I need some beauty sleep soon.

ahaha, went home to eat lunchie with mummy and sister <3
wanton meeeee! then went to find deardear at his house.
so mysterious luh he...keep dowan to say where we going. still 'lie' to me that we going to get equipments.
haha! he brought me for prawning :D
first time!! woohoo~
it's so difficult to wait patiently for the prawn to get on the hook, so difficult to get the fish off the hook!but nice experience :D
well, at last it was me who dare to touch the live prawn first. YAY im braver.

then at one point of time, dear covered my eyes.
lol! didnt expected this; stella, priscilla, chinyee, liyi and jianyi came to give me a surprise bday celebration.
was so surprise and malu la. teehee but was so happy :D
long long time since i saw priscilla!

aft that went lot 1 to take our group photo :DD
pretty! =) thanks clique for the celebration!
love you all!
dear came to my house and follow my family to go eat steamboat =D
full to the max. Arnd 12mn the day finally ends.
woo~ didnt expect that my day turns out to be good (Y)
thanks dear!! :D

2010-09-03T15:18:00.002+08:00

Mood swings mood swings ugh. Going to be eighteen soon but well, cant feel the excitement tho (cos of exams). Just wanted myself to grow mature and dont be so childish like now. Sometimes anyhow throwing tantrums and making the whole world feels like crashing down. Ok, this will be my this year's wish. To become a better person :)

Im a happy girl! Cant wait to turn eighteen now :D

2010-08-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

I like the short form GMH-Gives me hope :D
followed this tumlr and found one special one.

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Today, an old man came in to the movie store I work at.
He won a free movie, but didn’t want to use it. He told me the next time his wife came in, I should tell her she won it, because it’ll “give her a thrill.”
Cute gestures that may, or may not be noticed GMH
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so sweet :D

anw, today is an important day in my life that I will never forget <3

2010-08-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

Dear and I went lib to study today :D
then when leaving the library...

Dear: Got rmb to take all ur valuables anot? Handphone? Wallet?
Me: Yes.
Dear: Then the most important one leh?
Me: Got ah!
Dear: Really?
Me: Yeah, with me now *hold dear's hand*

:DDDD

2010-08-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Im addicted to Tumblr! lol :D
& I finally know how to use it.
for posting pictures only I think. blogger will still be my main blog :D

Yst night can't sleep at night. Then I was thinking one of my childhood's conversation with my parents.
I always dare not sleep alone last time when I was young. (now still a little bit =x)
Then my mom will keep telling me to be brave, must be independent, sleep by yourself, don always stick to my sister blahblahblah.
I rmbered I argued back one sentence: "Then why you and Dad can sleep together? Your adults le ma, why never sleep alone?"
hahaha win! :D I forgot wad's my mom reply le.

RAHHH Im laptopless for 7 to 10 days :(
using desktop now and cannot move arnd! :((
and this desktop very lao-ya one!! :(((

2010-08-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

I just kena scammed by my dad!
& I just type spammed instead of scammed to zack! haha so paiseh.

Dad just came back home and ask us to eat.
Then i 'orh' and went out but saw my parents didnt buy any food home =x
bei pian le.
I innocent hor? HORHOR? I know la :D

Didnt stay home yst to watch YOG. cannot watch my awesome dear row in the YOG show :(
but went out for family outing for a Phua Chu Kang movie!
lol the laughters in the cinema making me laugh. not so much on the movie though.
lol! there's a woman (IN FRONT OF US) just laughed out very loud during some parts of the movie and my mom just say out "Does she need to laugh out so loud?" in chinese. AHAHA!
most funny. somemore she say so loud la..wondering whether the woman heard it :D
okay la the show =) make me laugh at some parts.

today went to celebrate ahma's bday, back home to baibai :)
and watch "valentine's day" with my sister!
nice show =D
anyone knows anywhere still can watch movies? *desperate*
HEE

ok time for dinner !
this time not scammed de already. hoho!

2010-08-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

Mixed feelings.

oh I haven't post about wad happen on 7/8/10. SHH secret. I gonna write in my diary or somewhere. Sounds good :) But dearest just had everything planned out nicely for me. YAY really enjoyed it so much. What I heard most of that day is "Most likely" (in chinese) when i started to guess the place he's bringing me to. Haha! So annoying. But i like! :D And then, I started to pick up this line and thought of something for him to guess too. But still, I said it out before doing that. I wonder how dear just keep everything so secret and wont blurt out when I keep asking him. haha! He is great =) ended the day at our usual place. YAY I wouldnt forget that day!

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I just checked my exam timetable.
Having those sian sian de feeling. GRR
and my exam ends at 9sept? :(
gonna start studying tmr le!
Motivation, I need you please.

2010-08-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

Baby! Happy First month first day anniversary :D
I love you, till the end.
And look! The couple at my blog's home page has walked a brand new year
hehe =)
shall post more tmr!

2010-07-31T13:10:00.002+08:00

My firefox theme is about Snoopy Love!I know nice rite =D

This few weeks busy ah! =( But YAY! two modules down le.
EDPR and I&E!
And PS lecture also finish le.
nx week another hurdle to pass, which is the least confident of all. APPG common test paper ):
TELL ME HOW TO REVISE! GAHH

Really hope the three weeks break will come fast! HEHE
my mom like did alot of motivation things to me these few weeks :D
came up with sentosa trip aft sept exam and steamboat soon!
*smile widely*

OK time to do work!

2010-07-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

Laughters is loved =D

yst school was good. but ughhhh! the stupid talk with I&E tcher is making me super duper guilty.
after which went walk walk arnd with dear at west coast plaza which he was pestering to go for so long alr.
spotted a pullover at nike shop which was pretty! I like the colours (Y)
hahaha. but it's pullover.
I DOWAN! >< PICKY ME YAY
thanks dear for accompanying me to my cousin's house even tho you are soooo tired!
slept all the way home on the bus so soundly. (dont ask me how I know)
HAHA.

went for my cousin's farewell party.
he is going back to perth already. ahhhh so fast!
december then fly to perth to visit him wee~
spent so much time taking pictures on his new DSLR :D
so loving it. we were like photographers of the day!
jumpshots, close-ups......anything you can think of to capture on that new camera
first time using DSLR camera okay. excited!
but i havent got those pictures yet :(
homed by 1130. tired ttm.

Today watched "When in rome" with dear at his house =)
so happy today becos i at first abit scared to go his house of some particular reason.
then he told me his house is a happy house;
when you enter, you will forget all ur worries and will become a happy person.
lol! perk me up instantly :D
the movie very nice! wonder why we didnt catch it in cinema. lol

eyes closing liao.
tmr morning: complete appg project. revision on maths :)
Got shape run volunteer at night.
I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP T.T

2010-07-21T21:25:00.004+08:00

The reason Im here blogging today becos I am lazy to do my programming! :(
AND dear is not home to hear me out :(
HAIS.

but on a happier note,
he has ended his common test. YAY
no more mad boy.

I&E presentation down! :D our group leader damn efficient. talk so much.
idk why im so nervous, keep wanting to complete the slides that im suppose to say.
well, then sihao keep interupting me. SO he helped me in a way..thats good!
one module down after meeting tcher tmr! :D

Feel so down now. maybe it's getting late and Im tired.
I shldnt be arranging my time schedule to suit other people's schedule.
argh, making me so rush.
SIDE TRACK LIAO!

OK, today went for sushi buffet with sya and xueli!
wee~ their long awaited sushi meal.
damn full :P and almost fell aslp while eating halfway.

I WAN TO WATCH DESPICABLE ME LAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
:(

AND I WANT THIS! SO CUTE :DDDDDDDDDD

2010-07-19T19:23:00.005+08:00

Dont blame me if I am here blogging today.
(I have tons of homework not done yet! :O)
BECOS what happened today is damn funny!

HAHA joke of the day today.
FCS tcher says that our stomach's calling!
Me, sya and xueli can even make a joke our of this statement.
awesome much! :D
Syaheera went to change her name in my contacts to "Shuqin's stomach"
LOL then she called me!
Of cos~ i didnt pick up. Then crazy sya msg me: "Why never pick up? LOL"
second msg was "Im hungry :("
HAHA damn cute.
we had therefore made our day.
BUT STILL, end of day tired ttm.
:(

Ok, today PS presentation down.
jiamin presented quite well :) overall tcher was impressed, happy with our grp's performance.
great work :E (E for excellence)

NOW,
I&E presentation to go..
APPG difficult lab6 to go..
OKAY BYE.

PS: Zack lee keep stealing my stuff. now my ring is stolen by him. Shuqin the policewomen is going to catch him. *evil laughs*

2010-07-18T15:11:00.002+08:00

It's 3pm in the afternoon already!
why time passed so fast....

YAY new blogskin. Im lazy to do any homework, so yea; here I am.
A new post to start a new blogskin =)
Thurs finally meet up with clique for movie :D
ECLISPE! nice okay.
Jacob is hot. HAHA hotter than edward.
He said that himself in the movie, like funny!
catch up with liyi and chinyee quite alot, chatting at the sky garden there in lot 1.
haha i forgot that liyi has A lvls this year all of a sudden and even said I wanted a day at the sentosa beach someday.
haha! then I told liyi to mug there. MULTI TASK at sentosa.nice idea rite! but she scared she suntanned a book on her body. cos holding a book and suntan.
=/

KFCed for dinner!
waaaaaaaa. both cy and me like irritating thruout the whole day.
she keep saying TRUE then i keep saying FATTENING SIA thruout.
haha, i dowan to buy tidbits in cos rlly so fattening!
but i still eat their tidbits. itchy mouth
woo that kfc meal took us two hours!
stella joined us too! :D
missed the good old times.
thanks cy for the coupons for kfc :)
THEN WE GOT OUR CLIQUE RING =D
nice!
more of these outings soon!

YST went to help out with zack's event at downtown east
selling sculptured balloons :)
hahaha, like too excited then woke up 2 times at 4am and 5am.
then overslept.
I was waiting for zack's morning call!

zack's friend's parents drove us down to downtown east.
so dun need take transport. yay
the table damn small la~~~~ put a few things jiu full le.
but other groups are also creative in decorating their stall.
almost all brought poles to put up their banners to advertise.

long long day. I only know that im very tired.
fold balloons until hand pain nah!
then event dragged until 9 then officially ended. (suppose to be 8)

haha met rebecca there.
long time nvr see her then she bully me. sad life.
then helped other groups too.
take polariad picture with zack. our first polariad <3
then created two badges.
WOO~ all groups keep chionging. all hoping to breakeven.
and eventually zack's stall did too.
so paiseh i also got pay to take too luh.
if not they can take more money de. well.....

went jason's house to put down stuff and then went home.
wee! haha one thing im impressed with myself is I can see a taxi so far away from us!
becos we are desperately wanted to go home, then outside jason's house the road quite ulu.
so somehow...feel so impressed. HEEHEE

homed at 1130.
thanks dear for looking after me so well there. cos I realise i very troublesome there.
GEE!
Awesome day.

AND it's time to do my homework aft eating lunch.
I&E proj, APPG =(

2010-07-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Thank god. Everything is solved :D

In a relationship, nobody said is easy to maintain. That special someone of yours will look out for you, will care for you, but in some other way, you will need to look out for them and care for them too. This means that love involves two person. Not only you. I somehow became too selfish and made him feel hurt. When one of the party did something wrong, it's time not to keep blaming him/her but to also help him/her to change for the better and solve the problem together. This is what he taught me when I'm lost. We will face different obstacles at different phases of a relationship. But we must be able to help each other through the difficult times and get each other's support. All this sound easy but it's difficult to do it sometimes. Just live each day happily with each other is the best thing :D

2010-07-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

Sunday is like the worst day to me, ever in my life. I have no control of what I can do and what I can prevent to happen. I just sit there and cried like a baby. I wanted to turn back the clock badly, to do everything correctly and would not hurt him. But it had already happened. I dont understand myself anymore, how I can make him so fed up of me and cause such a big fight. I so badly wanted to die when I know all the faults are on me. Sorrys are never going to work this time. I dont like the cool off period. He make me miss him like crazy. And Im not gonna see him till friday. I feel like telling him to meet tmr but I have no say in it! What if we both have nothing to say to each other? What if he dowan to see me? I totally have no guts to tell him. He came to pass food to me today. I feel so touched. Maybe becos he scared I wont eat? Im like so easy to be found by him. But how can I find him? T.T I feel like making the friday talk to a earlier day. I want us to be back. Like usual. School time are good in a way that they could distract me and stop thinking about this fact. But nothing is stopping me to stop thinking about it, I really regretted it. This morning, even when I am choosing my clothes, there are too many clothes of mine that make me think about him. I already know what's my answer to tell him on friday. The number of days till friday seems so far away. Please god, I want this problem to be solved quickly, I want us back. It's so torturing. Should I tell him or not? But Im quite certain of the answer already. He will tell me to be strong. But I cant find any strength to make me move on. Please, Im begging you, dont torture me like this. I really wan this problem to be solve. I wan to be back by his side.

2010-07-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

I am a stubborn girl!

Yst is balloon sculpturing day!
woah, dear is so pro at that just by following the steps on youtube.
he can like watch one time jiu know what the person is doing and followed.
woo, then we tried doing the pink panther for like 3 hours!
sooo long~
but its so cute :D pretty pretty.
then did caterpillar, elmo (done by zack the day before) and a bumble bee!
(pictures in facebook, i lazy to upload here luh. hehe)
if only they wont get smaller..... :(
so cute luh! I wan to keep forever xD
at night went steamboat buffet with family and him :D
wee~ full ttm!

then saturday spent my day baking cookies with my sister.
hohoho, so nice. double choc de !
yummy :DD we were so dumb that the instructions said to put vegetable oil but we already mixed butter in BUT vegetable oil can be replaced as butter too ._.
my sister bought the heart shaped cutter and cut the cookies in heart shape. very nice!
woohoo, then the whole kitchen smells of double choc for that day. lol

today got appg lab test!
i kept saying compro instead of appg =/
compro easier to say what, right?
i do finish the interface, began to write the codes, then i think i put one code wrongly then the whole interface gone! POOF~
very angry la. redo lo, what to do.
then tcher still told me not to kan chiong. haha
but yay! finish the test =)
Went west mall after that to buy concession--> now $52 dollars for one month concession alr la! so expensive. Im going to spam tmr *evil grin*

then leaving west mall to the bus stop..
got one indian girl (she very fierce!) stop us to talk to us bout sth
Indian girl: "Do you believe in giving a second chance to the people who just came out from jail and wanting to turn over a new leaf?"
(I understood wad she asking and wanted to say NO. lol but i let zack answer and he said yes)
Indian girl: "Okay, I actually came out from girl's home and wanting to turn over a new leaf. I want an opportunity to study again. Can you please donate $5 to me? If you don believe, I can give you my card to see"
Not exactly the way she said it but somehow the meaning is there. We shake our head lo of cos, then she still say $2.50 also can -.-
Please la, she can lie until like this. zz

AIYA. gonna do my hw liao la.
haha before that, my mom told me when she was young she was also cheated by another school girl to lend her bus fare. cheated $0.30. HAHA but!! that time's $0.30 worth alot already okay. but so funny :P

2010-07-03T18:02:00.003+08:00

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Saw this quote on facebook, I like :D

Hehe..just started this random website.
http://zack-and-shuqin.blogspot.com/
hahaha, visit if you are curious. lol!

Im feeling tired now~ feel like lazing in bed at this very moment.

2010-06-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

Inspiration to blog :D
you should be happy!

haha school started well, except for some bad news though.
dont remind me of my results. suck ttm :(
no, i must do some ranting here.
feels that my biology sucks thruout. even until now.
GRR. how can i fail that paper!
i must work extra hard for final exam to earn back the marks alr.
other papers still okayy~ but still, if can improve then is the best.
Gonna pull the socks high high !!! *IMPT*

I have hard of hearing! LOL omg.
become like a big joker when i said out wad i heard when they are not even talking abt that.
HAHA! nehmind. I WILL SHARPEN MY EARS.
haha "1000 degree celcius" Quoted by xueli goh

everything loading so slowly now...
facebook page, games.
I shall go bathe and watch GLEE later on :D

wee~ Must watch Toy Story 3!
with lots of kids inside the cinema. haha they can add sound effects into the show de! funny
the show quite nice luh, I like the storyline best.
but..the baby quite scary.
haha although this movie is like a kid show, but sooo many adults watching that show.
spent the whole saturday afternoon pooling and catching a movie at marina square.
a day out with my cousin back from perth :P
hehe, dinnered at sakae sushi *drool*
I still craving for sushi :DD

2010-06-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

Enjoying too much of holidays :)

TUE:
use my $60 swensens voucher with cy, jy and dear!
hahaha full to the max.
food also yummy! (cos it's free) hahaaaaa~

WED:
was the day of the event. phew~ zack helped me alot! =D
thanks dear!
if not i really duno how to finish wrapping those presents.
dont even know how to start!
laser quest event went well =) yay!
still can play one game leh. best la (Y)
haha. against my own classmates. fun!
zack still can managed to get the highest score of the day of 619 points.
my lihai boy. haha
xueli lost her phone in the cab. damn worried for her la.
but luckily she found it in the end!
don be so careless nx time kay? :)
at night went to find jy and cy for badminton and dinner!
awesome day <3

THURS:
train down to bugis to find zack. sorry im late!
had some HTHT before having lunch at the sky garden at iluma.
haha funny thing is that we finished our lunch alr then the security guard came to chase us away saying we cannot sit there HAHA
first time watch movie there! "She's out of my league"
:D haha funny show la! but some disgusting parts.

FRI:
meet up with dear (again) for mac breakfast.
he saved my life today!!!
today rainy day ma. then floor damn slippery. BOO
my poor green slippers lost it's lines so no friction at all!
luckily he was holding me if not i fell off the stairs alr.
OHOH if u are eating mac hotcakes, try this!
1) cut the hotcake into the hash brown shape (you will need two)
2) sandwich the hash brown in between the hotcakes!
3) put the hotcake syrup in between
THIS tastes super delicious!
heavenly. hahaha
did some excerise today okay! 11laps of swimming O.O
good enough. hehe

YAY spending so much time wif dear before sch reopens =D
love it!

2010-06-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

Im back from 3D2N sepang gold coast trip! :D
but it seems like alot of things has happened.

before i go for the trip, dear and I made cookies!
yay. our cookie day :)
i learnt two things ok.
firstly, cookies can be made from jus normal microwave oven. and don use aluminium foil, use tracing paper. it's easier to take out the cookies.
secondly, HAHA we can be creative in making the different cookie shape we want!
aft making the cookies wif him, got a gingerbread man and a heart shape!
yippee.

then friday meet him in the morning for breakfast.
he made breakfast for me <3
but piggy him slp until didnt hear doorbell ring. aiyoyo

well, the 3D2N trip didnt go really very well.
i feel...
didnt really shop much. only bought some food home.
well but the senery there is nice tho (Y)
how i wish dear was there ):
bus ride is damn 'awesome'
it's like everytime aft breakfast/lunch/dinner jiu board bus then go off to another place.
eat alr sit down. well done. now my tummy's out.
but i still enjoyed my trip. luckily all my cousins and my sis were there!
:DD pillow fighting at night, going out in the middle of the night just to walkwalk, drinking, eating tidbits before going to bed, entertaining me :P (I woke up damn early the second day morning and go arnd the room waking the others up..ended up, they say me very noisy), all the jokes created. HAHA
the first night shower was the ''best".....
okayy. better don post to malu myself xD

it's good to be back in singapore. & it seems like im still enjoying my holiday :D
tmr out event day.
pray that it will succeed *fingers crossed*

2010-06-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Television shows are such a huge influence to me! HEH

playing badminton and pool are such sudden crave im having from the television shows i watch.
don say television shows bad ok, but these two influence are good! =D

HEH, so happy dear brought me to play pool when i only said i wan to play.
so fun! wee~
徒弟 almost win 师父. hehe
thanks for teaching me to play!
and I realise i super 输不起 de lo.
damn bad. So i said he bullied me, this begineer. hmph

OK so what's my next craze? :D

OHOH, watch GLEE. It's super nice! maybe my nx craze will be about singing. haha first unlucy audience will be my boyfriend le. awwww~

Yst went plaza sing to watch "The Karate Kid" with family and him
damn nice show (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)
my five thumbs all out. ok i only got two thumbs.
haha. then aft the show I and my sis keep imitating one of the show's action in the car.
damn funny! ahaha.
but rlly, its a must watch movie :D
so glad I brought my parents to watch too.

tmrtmr. making dumplings xD WEE

I love you. Feel our love is stronger this time round =)

2010-06-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

i am ok with this. i just wan u to trust me again. please, i swear, i will never do such things again. i bet on my relationship with u that i will succeed and i will. cause losing u for me is far... far too painful for me to handle. whenever u feel like doubting wat i am doing.. just ask. i will never lie. if i lie, means i not longer care about u. but that is not going to happen. NEVER.

trust is a big part of love. i lost it and now i am trying to gain it back.
why did u even doubt the love??
touch ur heart. feel deep down. who am i to u??
for me, u are my girlfriend, not onli that.. u are the person i wan to live happily ever after with. i dun care how much u changed, i dun care u turn fat or ugly, I DUN CARE! u are the one. the onli one i wan.

and i am really willingly to change every single thing that u dun like about me for u. Yes.. only for you. cause deep down, i feel that i love u more than anything living thing on earth.
u are the 3rd woman in my life that impacted me soo much and i never wan to lose u. (my nainai 1st and my mum 2nd)
trust is something i need to gain back. but, it is not going to be short term and i know that. i have the patient to slowly gain back ur trust. so just be patient too. one day i will reasure u that i will leave u no worry putting ur life, fate and everything on me, upon putting your finger through the ring is proposed with.
baby. i loved u, loves u and still going to love u.
in the past, now and even in the future.

so dun doubt it.

2010-06-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

Glad that we somehow cleared this problem. Give one more chance to trust you and see how u performed. But i hate the way im doing things rite now. First, I dont trust you. Everytime you are on the computer doing something, I will have the urge to just know what u are surfing on the internet. This is bad, real bad. I feel bad. Asking you what u are doing, getting a little mad when you reply abit late on msn. cant I just have a little trust on him? Will this subsequently leads to a better trust in him? Will this be suffocating him? I dowan to control him. I stand in no position to do this. But now, things ended up like this. Is this love?

2010-06-12T14:19:00.003+08:00

yes. i am selfish. i never care about ur feeling. i am stupid and dumb and didn't think of the consequences. i regretting like mad now. but wat done is done. i will not be able to change the perception of u toward me now. and i dunno how u feel like. but i feel damn lousy off myself now. i feel like a loser. like a pervert caught and put in jail. i know u dun like but i am still engage in such stuff. i suck. brainless. u do not owe me anything and do not need to do anything for me. yes no girls would do. i just dumb and talking nonsense. u dunno how to forgive me, neither do i. i dunno how to forgive myself.

2010-06-12T10:28:00.003+08:00

Just by apologising, it's hard for me to forgive you this time round. You even affected my trust to you. Yes this is how serious things are. Even tho you said that is jus a joke but it's just too serious to be taken as a joke. Sorry but im not that type of girl who would even do such a thing for a boyfriend. I wouldnt even bother to do that to satisfy you. If you want that, please leave me and find the girl who suits you, who would do such things for you. I dont understand wad u are thinking when you said that. Did you even care about wad i will be feeling when you even give me to see that? No you didnt. So selfish of you. And you said that you saw that in class with your friends rite. Do you even need to find that out again to show me? Im hurt. Terribly. You hurt my pride too. I told you alot of times that I dont like you to see all those, yet you gave me such excuse. I have nothing to say but turn the whole thing around to make you feel the same thing. But I dont think you even know how im feeling. I don even wan to talk to you. Idk how to forgive you this time round.

2010-06-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

Common test all over! :D
time to relax~ muahahaha.

starting with the day i stopped posting.
see how much i can rmb!
woohoo. dear came back with lots of pressie..
but most importantly, is dear came home safely =)
a whole floor of present luh! haha.

fell sick on that day :(
then following dear fall sick.
I passed virus to him.

07/06/10
Happy 10th my dear. although we spent the day studying.

common test week spended on studying.
HEHE now holiday mood lo :D
gonna spent wisely.
3days in malaysia with cousins and grandparents!
Lots of excercise!
Gonna start on a sewing art work piece again! =D
Our group I&E project! Hope it's a success. wee~
badminton session!
couch potato! hahaha

2010-05-28T14:07:00.002+08:00

Dear! Teleport home.
He says his DB NPjacket is so big that he looks like harry potter after wearing it.
haha! so..wear ur harry potter jacket and teleport home kays <3

Joke of the day!
I told my mom to bring me to the bookshop to buy vanguard sheet.
"WA, buy vanguard sheet for what? U wan to write 'welcome back' on it to fetch zack from the airport ar?"
HAHAHA. no, not so crazy.
I got fetch dear from airport he alr very happy le :D
donnid the welcome back words on the vanguard sheet.
When my mom jokes, i feel so happy.
Cos..I feel im being loved by her :)

Rlly like my I&E grp luh.
never once a group project work the guys will do so many things de.
but this grp's guys is awesome.
less workloads to do (:

currently...cant concentrate on my work :(((
dear..take care of urself kays =) and must enjoy urself there!

tonight got dinner wif family.
tmr, volunteering in adidas sundown.

2010-05-18T18:58:00.001+08:00

Thanks for your concern and worries. I love you.

I remembered when I was little, my parents fought once. This fight had the most impression on me until now. I was so afriad cos maybe it was the first time I saw my mom in such a rage. My mom was like shouting so loud at my dad and me and my sister crying like hell. Only my dad consoled us and my mom was still angry at the problem and didnt cared about us. Then, my mom just ran out after the fight got worse. My dad brought us along to find my mom back.
Then yst, another big fight. I finally plucked out my courage to talk to my mom about the already 1-month problem. Its like so difficult to talk to both of them. I was asking myself: Why couldnt themselves talk about the problem themselves? Why must I be the middleman, trying to solve everything? I couldnt even do anything. I realise I'm so brave yesterday. Talked back to my mom. The problem was dragged until one month plus alr, becos..no one dared to talk to my mom about the problem with her being outspoken and fierce sometimes. So, I told her, "no one dared to talk to you" her face changed. Idk wad she thinking and I dont care. She started treating me like a 'chu qi tong' and spitted everything out. Everything that I have heard before. Dad came back afterwards, and they were fighting luh of cos. Im involved in the talk. I understood everything. But still, mind blank of how to solve the problem. This fight, none of my parents consoled me at all. I was crying like hell, no one cared me at all.
It's not good to grow up. I dowan to know anything, that's the best.
And now, my sister also didnt like care anything.
That's another different story over again.

thrashed day. I thought today can be better.
but woke up, feeling tired still and eyes swollen.
I can't get my mood back, to do serious work.
Im tired.

I want all these to stop.

2010-05-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

I treasure you :)

Yesterday was the first time I went to support dear in his dragonboat competition.
special thanks to jianyi and chinyee for accompanying!
cos early in the morning my mom spoilt my day. oh well, long story.
I so much wanted to accompany her and her colleagues to malaysia but she didnt wanted me to follow.
then chinyee suggested to me to go support the dragonboat competition. yay, happily agreed!
so..rlly must thank them :D
HEE, dear's expression was so shock aft seeing me appearing there.
so cute :P

My poor toe swollen!
stupid me ended up laughing at myself aft the stupid incident.
'happily' rushing to pick up the phone cos my dad's slping, and "PONG" my toe collided with the chair. niceee.
and ended up- wrong no -.-
hahaha! kan chionged for nothing =D

slacky weekends. muahaha :D

2010-05-12T18:04:00.003+08:00

Dont bring me to the adult world ):
I feel like not talking in this family, cos everything i say wont help in this situation now.

That aside!
14moredays. i even starting to worry bout dear going overseas le.
then what i heard from him is to row 3km leh! so hardcore one.
How's the weather there in Xiamen!
so worried bout his safety.
then i cant even send him off! 5am flight =/Im going to enjoy myself when he's away. jk~

I've been doing things last minute! Help
But I wan to watch shows.... :D
tonight must watch the 9pm show on channel 8 okay!
(lol, like advertising the show)

2010-05-08T17:04:00.002+08:00

YAY happy 9th month :)

A simple day, yet the most beautiful day ever.
is you who lead me strong all along.

currently finding some extra work done for c# programming for zack's blogshop project.
seems difficult.
all the codes and everything.
and he is slping like a pig now!

that aside,
today is the most work done ever for the week :)
proud of myself. hahaha
OH, Ip man 2 is nicee! :D
although i don like fighting scences so much, but this is nice!
the storyline is awesome (Y)
I wan to become him. always looking so confident. shuai :D

2010-05-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

Baby i'm down down down down down.
Im numb to everything alr.

camp at loft from wed to fri was great.
hoho, at least have a chance to stay in the comfortable loft once.
go there worrying who will be there but saw huiying.
at least one person i know =)
induction programme was great too.
but left out alot of hw undone this three days.
APPG is difficult :(

tsk. everthing now so difficult de.
nvr ever do such difficult event things.

I dowan to think too much alr :(

2010-04-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

Yay! Things are starting to look good :D

khengleng is so busyyy! I wan to find her now but, she didnt reply me.
that one aside;

wee~ mom starting to cheer up(:
whole thing is goona be solved soon!
yippee.

abit slack today. still haven touch any homeworks till now :P

OH, very short meetup with clique on sunday to celebrate liyi's belated bday :D
although short, but hope she like it!
our late lunch/dinner at fish and co.
i just bought a carrot cake to eat. carrot cake--> is a cake, fyi.
lol.

aft that meetup wif dear (:
planning to go west coast plaza de, but i meet him too late then jus went IMM.
short day with dear but still happy! :D

omgosh, now one problem unsolve ):
howhowhow. contradictions!

2010-04-25T10:00:00.002+08:00

I wan to feel wad you are feeling, I wan to know wad you are talking about ):
loser me.

wad does my mom wants.
like everytime only she can flare up and we cannot.
its been going for weeks. cant our family just go back like the past?
why is she taking everything so heavily?
talk everytime also make me so disappointed in her.
but what i complaining now doesnt make any difference.
just hopes everything would be fine.

2010-04-22T19:32:00.003+08:00

year 2 started! but school hours pretty long too.
manageable for some :) those maths lo.
em3a tcher super funny; taught us how to memorise formulas using singing method.
wah, she fierce siol. but staying for 3months only and another tcher coming in alr.
other tchers also quite good luh, expect for ps tcher! indian tcher luh cham.
cant even understand wads he talking about.
haha and kl keep asking him to talk in english please. funny.

I&E; wah tcher super luo suo.
wasnt paying much attention..keep using phone =/
also duno wad she talking.
but made some friends luh =)
from international supply chain management de two guys quite friendly; and so qiao is i and xueli ren shi de.
from last time we go standard chartered event met on bus de guy.
woah such a coincidence :)

today ps lab was gooood !
haha made use of the models there; those which can take out all the organs de used for some teaching stuff.
cool, even the head can take out.
lol dismanting until so happy.
but putting back was such a problem.
noel keep laughing at me. boo! haha

2010-04-21T15:49:00.002+08:00

It's so unfair! everything.
why I need to suffer all this.
becoming more and more difficult for me to bear with all of this
and end up, fighting with him all the time wif the same problem again and again.
i dowan this. seriously.
dragonboat trainings; argh!
I wanted him to quit, but its like so selfish to him.
at times, i kept myself busy-like rlly find things to do and tell him im busy and couldnt talk to him
he just said okay. point is: I wanted him to feel wad im feeling.
I knw his training timing very well alr, most of the time waiting for him to talk to me aft his cca
wanted him to say he miss me. sometimes when the time comes and im waiting for his msg, i would keep pressing my phone to see if i miss any msgs from him
but sometimes he just had all these troubles and problems from his cca and become so sad aft training and complain to me
like seriously, i dont have any more advices to give him anymore
& yst have this problem; and all i could say is "if you are so unhappy in this cca, you might as well leave"
im rlly giving this same reply everytime alr
i rlly duno how im gonna comfort him when i detest so much of him going training everytime
today i also duno why i go see him and go home wif him
why im there everytime for him but he cannot
the nx few months will be getting more suffering if i keep thinking like this
i just wanted to say all these out, nth much.
i have my limits too, and here im exploding here.
i cannot say these to him or he alr know, but i dowan to disappoint him time and time again about the same problem.
i wanted to implement a cool-off period too until aft his race is all officially over and looking forward to him taking his long break
but i just cant say it out. its just too long.
and during that break of his, it will alr be so full wif projects.
it not good to think so much now.
please God, i want all these feelings of mine to end.

2010-04-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

I was looking back at my old old posts.
I realise sth! Im typing lesser and lesser.
sorry yar. fingers getting older :P

Yst went to find cy, waited like ages for her msg xD
haha cos she so late then wake up!
lol. so went to give her her ya kun toast voucher(:
and we decided to go jp.
yst was one day when we din arrange to meetup and yet a couple date jus appear.
lol, zack came to find me aft his training and jy went to find her.
cool.

monday went ecp with dear :D
damn sunburnt aft that.
we become red faced people.
zack bought a buggy kite..lol.
and aft wad seems like hrs, we managed to fly it.
which only aft that was being ruined by his stunts.
he put the whole roll of strings at his pants and it rolls likke toilet paper..so fast!
the whole kite jus flew away and got stuck on the tree
hahaha
heng the string was hanging down the tree and still can get hold of the string and pull the kite down.
difficult leh!
lol, but buggy was saved :D
woo! i thought it couldnt be saved alr.
memorable incident of the day !

welcome back syaheera and noel! =D

2010-04-08T12:33:00.005+08:00

07/08/2010 :) Happy 8th!

one more week till sch starts. pretty fast.
gonna enjoy till it.
ohmy hot day today ):

aneeeway.
had lots of fun yst :D
at wildwildwet!
wee~ its so zhi de on their promotion they had this month.
had lots of fun also of cos!
spend 6hours in it! haha.
lol at the way i scream when we took the family ride.
haha! i become sooo reddish when we finally get out of pool.
subway and free ferris wheel ride aft that xD
hehe thanks for the day zack, cy and jy!

haha was so energetic on the way home.
keep talking and talking :P
sorry dear, didnt let you rest. ahaha

carrot rings. HAHA

2010-03-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

I dont want to grow up.

2010-03-27T11:42:00.002+08:00

You weren't like last time anymore.

Some things are meant to be priotize rather than forcing yourself to do it.
Some things are meant to be taken one step at a time and not rush things.
Some things are meant to be done slowly in order to appreciate the process of it.

Watched 10 promises to my dog this movie last few weeks. It's a very nice and touching jap movie! The dog is adorable of cos. But what makes me feels special bout this movie is the child's mother can actually be at the dog's point of view to tell her daughter to cherish her newly bought dog. She told her the 10 promises to a dog, which is the meaning of the title to the show. Seems like the mom can read the dog's mind and understand it's need. Great movie! 5 thumbs up! :D

If only I could read minds..
nono the mom is not rlly reading the dog's mind but standing at the dog's point of view to think..
if only I could do that too. oftenly.
then many fights with zack can be avoided and never happen. then i can be more understanding and doesnt expect too much from him. I hav been doing things that i regretted and said alot of things i shldnt hav said. getting more and more agitated these days and making matters worse that hurts him. it's my fault. Im sorry. It's time i learn.

On a happier note, im glad I could help him on his job :)
yay hope i can continue to help him :)

2010-03-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

He can be happy over the slightest thing.

aviva ironman yst.
one of another extreme tired event.
then begining to spout nonsense when im very very tired.
poor chinyee's ears. HEHE
dear even said he thought his phone spoilt, wake up to see 12new msgs.
well done to the both of us, having nth to do in the middle of the night spamming msgs (Y)

Good to talk to cy once in a while :D
yes as she mentions.
our heart talks :P

Im feeling tired now even after 13 hrs of slp since last night. HELP

my mouse isnt working :(
spoilt. boo

too bad i didnt have the photo to the crazy thing i did in the weeee hours of the morning becos of extreme tiredness. haha *blow* cy for the photos :P

2010-03-18T22:26:00.005+08:00

Don't cry. Wipe your tears and look at me, you will be fine:)
baby, you will not be alone.

NOT ready for tmr! becos results are coming out. SO SOON!
not prepared to face it.

last minute prepared a picnic to marina barrage last fri :)
chose on the wrong day cos it rained. boo
but nice day with cy, jy and zack :D

sunday special day with zackee =]
haha. our self propose special dayy!
went to watch kidnapper.
scary and angry at the same time. hoho

and this week just zoom past.
sakae sushi buffet, new itouch to play with, a job of giving out leaflet, facial.

YAY im tired.
GOOD LUCK for tmr's result :/

2010-03-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

Yours truly, Im sorry.

Having a battle with emotional thoughts and my face these few days.
Okay, it may be going on for weeks.
5more sessions for my facial package treatment to be over.
Goodness, give me strength.

OKAY, I didnt make any plans on my life.
BUT I did find jobs! with xueli to IMM and westmall.
but none of those we wrote name called us :(
saded.

then saturday had another overnight event (ocbc cycle)
this event is really really tiring than others i went to.
duno why but feel damn tiring.
muscle ache real bad.
luckily there was chinyee arnd with me.
having great talk with her thru the coldddd night.
sunday only reached home at 3pm, slept for one hr plus and went out for some family gathering again
watch "做人" quite nice. at least got many people in the theatre laughing tgt with us.
makes the effect nice also.
4thumbsup :D
but at the same time, almost fell aslp):

monday went for facial lo.
having a big attitude problem that day.
ZZ

Dear went for camp for 4days! & aft he came back i still treat him with such attitude :(
irritating attitude of mine! GRR
I ought to gain those marks back.

YAY!!! GOING ON A HOLIDAY IN MAY. WOO~

2010-03-04T21:54:00.001+08:00

Some things always happen again and again.
sick and tired.

Yst went to airport to send off sya and noel.
:(
6weeks without them.
take care over there alright?
Hope you all are doing well there (:

zack's being such a good company and great cook today :)
awesome. but had to get up early to buy those groceries.
now tired.
feel fat now. duno if I shld go for some running tmr morning :P (sure lazy one =x)
okay i shall sleep in tmr.
back to the topic!
prepared lunch for almost 2hrs! O.O
2 side dish and 1 soup. yummy :D
chocolate cereals too :D
AGAIN AGAIN! HAHA
I wan to be a chef! ><

2010-03-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked; it's about the very moment when you're doing something and you wish they were right there with you =)

Currently listening to: Tik Tok
Currently missing zackee cos training until so late! :( his coach bullying him.

Saturday
Had steamboat with family at home :P

Sunday
Buffet at cousin's house :D
celebrating last day of new year cum my cousin's 21st birthday!
woohoo.
but mainly was entertaining ourselves with WII!

Monday
went running!
two days in a row eat so much alr; time for some excercise HEH
zack's mom cook some korean nian gao, lunched then play mahjong aft that
so stress playing with the pros =x

Today
caught "Dear John"
lol how i wished it has subtitles.
paying attention to listen to the movie is the hardest thing for me =x
Im so bad at hearing things now =(
halfway thru still tempted to ask zack what happened
(BUT I figured it out after that!) lol

I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY BADLY :(
PACK MY LUGGAGE AND GO AS FAR AS I WANT TO AND ENJOY MYSELF THERE, CAN I?
I wan to hit the beach too! This is soooo nice!
time for some planning what to do this holiday.
I cannot waste my time like that.

海派甜心 last episode follow by 下一站，幸福 :)

2010-02-25T23:31:00.004+08:00

EXAMS OVER! :D

dont rlly feel like staying home these few days becos of some family problems. how complicated can it get when this problem just need one person to just step back and everything will be solved. but she's stubborn. home became quietier, seeing my dad and sis so down and still have to endure my mom's temper; when can all these ends? super irritating when my mom complains the same thing over and over again but do not know how to solve it! tell her this? i will get into deep shit after that. say one thing and get shoot back 10 lines. just let time settles everything then. hard period now :(
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WEE celebrated end of exams, end of year 1 with clique =D
at seoul garden!
I was even thinking of food halfway thru the exam, ohmy.
haha & we were the noisiest in the bus, talking about sya's wedding. HAHA
super funny.
lunched at seoul garden was super full.
& they were fishball fans seriously; and jiamin was the fishball chef.
lol. so much fun talking to them and yeah, we were the noisiest there agn.
sya and noel flying off soon :( so yeah, as a farewell lunch too.

yst went for a movieeee with dear. long long time we didnt catch one alr.
percy jackson and the lightning thief is great (Y)
haha aft that went queensway for his shorts and ikea for dinner.
hoho i alr thought of how to decorate MY own house nx time. not OURS ar >.<
hee!

I have a goal to achieve by this year and thanks dear, for the lots of motivation you gave <3

2010-02-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

A date, where you and me knows that it's special for us :D

chinese new year's visiting all over. hopefully.
okay i think still got one impt one =D
funfun! but neglected studies becos of cny.
studied chemistry final test in just one day! how 'great' is that.

long long story if i were to type out wad i did these three days, so nope!
dowan to abuse my poor fingers. haha

SO GLAD :D
for my dearest to actually come to my mom's side gathering :D
& officially introduced to my relatives.
nono i didn't..I was such a bad host ):
but so glad he came =]
becos i cant get to see him on valentine's day T.T

& thanks for wednesday night :P

cousin flying off today :(
cant get to see him after one year? I guess.
& not many people went to send him off which i wanted to at first.
miss him many many.

okay, mugging day tmr!
choing for eg2 and ael lo! jiayou :D

"You look really beautiful today" was the best thing I ever heard :DD

2010-02-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I need you, more than your jokes.
Not use to changes or,
I must really need to control my emotions.
work undone has been stressing me now.

This week's hectic, like no new year mood anymore):

2010-02-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

YAY its my dear's 18th birthday yesterday! :D
tho din accompany the whole day yst, but he said yst was loved <3
okay I said this myself. Lol

went to his house after school :) hoho, i hid the present in his room
and he took sucha long time to find them hahaha
im so clever :D
aft that went to fish and co for dinner!
wee~ talked about alot of things and I like it :P
hahaha, walk walk arnd jp and home.
A simple day spent but the day is loved.
HAPPY!
hope you had enjoyed ur day and liked the present my dear!~
ps: and haha i managed to force him to take out one of his photo album to let me see! hoho. his mom is so so thoughtful to have decorated it until so nice! and dear was super cute when he was 3 years old (?) xD

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This week was kinda a problematic week for my family.
just hope that communication b/w my sis and parents to be better!!
...becos cny is approaching.
and just hoping the problem will be solved as soon as possible
=(

gosh! cny approaching means exams approaching!
gonna work hard!
jiayou (Y)

2010-02-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

Yes it was a good week (Y)(Y)

HEH weekends was the best
friday night, my internet connection went crazy =(
no internet connection for that night.
but give me the chance to go zack's house to study on saturday yay :D
finally CAT is finished!
HOHO thanks zack for helping alot alot!
(He sleep until very noisy also) :P

at night went for volunteer for men health's urbanathlon
funfun xD and long long long time din saw liyi le, finally saw her (still the same height hahaha jk~)
night spent with them was awesome.

:) zack came to find me after the event after his training yst
hav lunch and went home.
LOL fell aslp and he said i drool and had to take care of me the whole journey HEH

His dad, brother and his bday are so near lar, damn cool xD
so yst went out to eat with them to celebrate
haha and dear is damn childish xD3 more days 3 more days! :DDDDDDD

2010-01-25T20:24:00.002+08:00

Shuqin will be a happy girl! :D

a smile from you; a simple day spent is more than enough to make my day.
can see a happy week ahead! :DDD

2010-01-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

The post below is zack who typed it.
hahaha, he's gonna be so sad when he see this.

Yst saw stella and her friend walking out of the back gate too...
sorry...wasnt in a very good mood to talk to her,
and ended up, she walked so fast away from me):

got out of those 'commitments' just to concentrate on work..
and today's the day to do some catching up..so shh!
no disturbing :|

somehow still have the feeling of the untied knot inside me,
its like something's bothering me,
but heck, im not going to think anything about it.
today is a non-thinking day.

someone taught me to be happy; well...in a 'forceful' way?
okay luh, then i shall be a happy girl(:
see how long this will last. z

somehow, losing the feeling of it.

2010-01-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

zack love me =DDD
i love zack too =DDDD

2010-01-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

快乐的一天! :D

HAHA MIA-ED so long from blogger.
got boyfriend = busy life.
hahaha, i dowan to copy zack's line le.
(lol i know its copyrighted, so i stated your name ok :))

projects, test, homeworks as usual.
busybusy; and this semester is so tight..
exams is arnd the corner AGAIN! =x

Some people are worth doing something special for them(:
I think for the people worth it for me to think for(:
I love the people around me who really cares for me and friends(:
I talked to the people who really appreciates what friends are for(:
its all worth it :D

first time!
first time saw such a scene.
I was in the taxi, and what i feel was; this taxi driver isnt driving the proper way she is driving.
means: signal wasnt on when she is changing lanes.
so, at one traffic light, got one driver from the other car came down and scolded her for reckless driving!
omg! the driver still wanted to sue the company. she even says its wasnt her fault (lol!)
then nvmind, the driver went back to his car..then the taxi driver told me to be her witness. (=x)
I think she only say say only. lol like doesnt even scared she will lose her job.
but i also dowan such trouble of being her witness for such thing (ee!)
take a trip of taxi still get into such trouble.
but what if she rlly asked me to help her? -should i say she is not recklessly driving when i think she is? lol

hoho, there are lots of first time for everything :DD
living life to the fullest! weeee~
&&&,
I LOVE YOU, ZACK =D

2010-01-11T21:08:00.001+08:00

Today didnt end good :(

Why did i get mad so easily and at such small things?
Why am i so sensitive?
Why didnt i put myself in your shoe to think?
Why i feel im so selfish?
Why did i feel something's not right?
Why did i keep making you worry for me?

I was hoping something different; something new..
but im happy and fortunate enough :)

My friend, there are up and down in life ok. Rmb to treat it positively; don't do anything implusively(: We will be there for you.

2010-01-09T01:10:00.002+08:00

Feels like on a rollercoaster ride.

First week of sch of the new year just zooomed so fast!
Got back all my results for common test..
some unsatisfactory at all):
but jiayou shuqin!

being tempted to watch 海派甜心 :D
weee~ still not slping!

nice friday spent with loavable poeple :D
spent lunch time with clique talking and laughing!
Happy 18th birthday to Syaheera momo :D

watched "Alvin and the chipmunks" with dear and my parents
woo~ so long my parents went for a movie
hope they like the movie! (:
the chipmunks are super cute!

Sorry dear for this week; keeping making you worry, sad for me. owe you a big big apology and thanks for all the talks and being beside me all this while :) ups and downs in life; maybe this is the down period but im sitting on a jet plane to go up :)

2010-01-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

Okay school starts.
& im falling aslp in every lesson today :x
all zack's fault HAHA jk~

This morning something happen. A client's car that my dad drove home last night was missing this morning. Then my dad panicked and rushed back home and told my mom that the client's car was gone. But my mom was quite fast in solving the problem. She immediately guessed it that it can be actually towed away because the owner of the car didn't pay road tax. And turns out to be true. I actually learnt something here; not to panick and quickly find the solution to the problem (Y) If it was me, I sure panicked and asked my dad whether he got see wrongly anot, and sure asked him to call the police. LOL

&& the "car trackers" is so pro in tracking down where the car is..
maybe i can be one nx time..haha
im sucha good stalker :D

this week an emo week ><

2010-01-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

Comparision sucks):
dont compare okay, it just gets you hurt in the end.
Cherish what you having now; maybe some hardships here and there perhaps will make you stronger.
so face your problems positively and i will always be there for you (:
I dont want myself to be the reason to make you sad.

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Last day of holidays :C
but had steamboat :DDD
managed to catch up with woonyoong too; goodluck to him!

Yst had a great time at the pool with dearest(:

weeeeeeeeeeee~ these two weeks of holidays is superb :P

It's just hard to get mad at you, perhaps you are too precious.

2010-01-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

176 days of xinfuness in 2009 and more to come! :D

the last day of 2009 was celebrated with family, cousins and dearest :)
dinner, bowling, kbox till 6am then reached home.
woohoo this year's countdown was unexpectedly special!
haha you know why? cos I went to the washroom a few seconds before the countdown and I heard '6,5,4...' inside the toilet then rushed out.
Countdown in the toilet HEH.
Had tons of fun although tired:) really chreish those moments of seeing love ones at the start of the new year 2010! :D

Well, not forgetting new year resolutions...must i make one? lol
just do my very best for the new year!

Hand in hand together, we will walk through all difficult paths we had :)